literally me bye. (except i hate her now because of the dexter love triangle).

(Source: watersaugus, via fuckyeah1990s)

weird clairvoyant feelings about needing to go back to the radiologist about my boobs but not wanting to make an appointment because i’ll have to go back in a few months anyway so i’m just going to wait because if there’s something bad to deal with, what’s a few more months of waiting anyway?

go… if you want to
i never try to stop you
know there’s a reason

for all of this you’re feeling
low 
it’s not my call
you couldn’t ever love me more
you couldn’t love me more
you couldn’t love
me… i don’t show much
it’s not that hard to hide you
see in a moment 
i can’t remember how to
be all you wanted

i couldn’t ever love you more
i couldn’t love you more
i couldn’t love
you want me to cry and play my part
i want you to sigh and fall apart
we want this like everyone else

second time’s the charm.

i wonder if you thought i’d beg for you to take me back.
as if any of this is fair to me at all.

(i would have on night one).

(but you don’t know what mourning does to a person like me).

what is my worth?
what do i deserve?
and what do i deserve to feel?

simplicity is a want for want.
passion is a feel for feel.
and i lack both with excess of each latter.





why didn’t you just tell me that you couldn’t fix the problem?
maybe a companion was all that you were hoping for.

having a real ass conversation with an old true friend feels incredibly good.

so my family has zero clue as to what i’ve been going through the past week or so, and yet i come home from work just now to the craziest array of gifts from my mother and from my brother and his wife. this cool ass little rug, a gnome couple in leather and some truly adored retro candy. sometimes you think people aren’t paying attention, but my family totally “gets me.”

this seriously just made my week.

so my family has zero clue as to what i’ve been going through the past week or so, and yet i come home from work just now to the craziest array of gifts from my mother and from my brother and his wife. this cool ass little rug, a gnome couple in leather and some truly adored retro candy. sometimes you think people aren’t paying attention, but my family totally “gets me.”

this seriously just made my week.

hello.

(Source: deijee, via crash-0veride)

jacques-audiard:

Buffalo 66

(via crash-0veride)

achievement-hunter:

miggylol:

pumpkin spice candles soon

pumpkin lattes soon

pumpkin everything

image

my entire life basically.

(via truedragonnutz)

literal battle wounds.

tonight was too good.

thank you yearsoflead ;)

literal battle wounds.

tonight was too good.

thank you yearsoflead ;)

as i lie in bed with a feast for crows, coming upon this photo just made my morning. i’ve never seen so much love encapsulated in one photo!

as i lie in bed with a feast for crows, coming upon this photo just made my morning. i’ve never seen so much love encapsulated in one photo!

😂i just uprooted so fucking fast😂

life plague no. 3: clairvoyance.

woke up so good this morning; sleeping so good tonight.

smelling of semen all under the garden
was all you were needing when you still believed in me

say what you want to say
hang for your hollow ways
moving your mouth to pull out
all your miracles aimed for me

and i know they buried her body with others
her sister and mother and five-hundred families
and will she remember me fifty years later?
i wished i could save her in some sort of time machine